Come on in, it's comfortable in the nest
I'd love to add a picture here of the nest with our robins in it on the tree branches. Dale painted it on an Ohio shaped piece of slate we found on our honeymoon in New York. He cleaned and baked it, drilled a couple holes in the corners and knotted rope through it so we would be able to hang it up in our home. He was a talented artist, poet, loved God and his Savior, a great cook, and loved to suprise me taking me to differnt historic spots and learning about them. We did a wonderful tour of Amish Country, Niagra Falls, the Mormon historic town here in Kirtland, OH, Wine Country. He taught me about pottery he collected. We had fun refinishing our bathroom into a "Fisherman's Closet" is all I can say to describe it. We had started gardening. I try to keep it up in memory of him, but HE had the green thumb. Not me so much. Since my sister lost her husband in April I have been regrieving with her as well as dealing with my Mom who has Alzheimer's. It's an awful disease. We slowly lose a part of her each day. Some days it's not so noticeable and we are fortunate that she has a sense of humor that we have to actually do a doubletake and wonder if she really has the disease. My dear sweetie, Steve, says we should take her on the road. We'd do better than the Blue Collar Comedy Club team! She is an Elvis Presley fan. She remembers him. We shopped a day at the local Goodwill and she found a doll replica of Elvis with his guitar and swivel hips and it's her favorite toy. On our way to my daughter Chrissy's yesterday she told me she wanted to find someone and get married again. Was that ever out of the blue!! My luck she would and then "forget" she got married and take a devilish delight in living in sin! Ha ha ha! Definately have to write that certificate in BOLD Sharpie and hang it on the wall. I have her and my dads wedding certificate , it's a Catholic scroll with beautiful artistry 16x20 size, framed over the bookcase. Can't miss it. She says I haven't seen my marriage certificate in a long time! That's the way of her.
Well I can tell my emotions are all over the place today. I am still exhausted from our vacation home, that Mother doesn't remember. We went to Fulton, KY, Union City, TN, Henderson, TX,Wynne, AR, Memphis, TN to visit family and friends we haven't seen in awhile. Good thing we took pictures.
Seems we got home in time. Carolyn's cat was due to have kittens. She had them yesterday. Three in all we believe. She hid herself in what will become the computer room at my sisters. There are so cute even though I haven't seen them yet. I know I will want to bring one home, but we have allergies and I want to continue to travel for as long as I can. I love being out on the open road.
Yesterday
Yesterday was another day in tears. I can't help it. The auto-immune disorders have me so fatigued I can't move my muscles without hurting and I'm exhausted. And poor Mom can't understand where I go when I lie down. She thinks she is here all alone and wants to move where someone will talk to her. That stresses me even more. Plus Kasey w ent out to swim with NAthaniel in his pool across the street. He must have gone into lunch and I Kasey was riding her bike with Austin and Chris. Being boys they targeted her bike to play Dodge'ems with her. I heard her yell for me just in time for me to see them both crash her at the same time. She was in tears and I lost my temper with the boys and yelled at them. I brought her in and we fixed some lunch but I broke down and cried while making it. By 6 pm I was struggling to even move. I went and got dinner at the Steak n Shake, frd Kasey and Mom and then excused my self at 7 pm and went to bed with an 800 ibuprofen and anti-depressent sleep aid. Now I'm wide awake. But if I want to feel good for tomorrow I better call it an early morning and get a few zzzz's before the day starts all over again.
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